urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bellevictoire Colette Rocher Colette Rocher 2007-02-08T23:33:55Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bellevictoire:1258 2007-02-08T23:29:02Z 2007-02-08T23:33:55Z Of course, this is what I get for sitting back and hoping the problem goes away.<br /><br />I really have no one but myself to blame for events coming to what they have. I let my priorities go — I got so caught up in the idea of being Harpy, that I let the other things important to me fall by the wayside. I was annoyed on that evening, of course, but now I think losing that race was the best thing that could have happened — now I will not be distracted from the things which matter.<br /><br />Still... right now, it would be nice to have a ready-built reason for my "new friends" to help me, and on the cheap. Now, I just have to hope they will <i>choose</i> to help, and not charge me too fiercely for doing so. It could be worse; I could be here <i>without</i> my <i>old</i> friends... but that will be small consolation if the crown jewel of my collection is taken from me. <br /><br />Fifteen years I have invested in the Playhouse... I cannot lose it! <br /><br />But what will keeping it cost me? What will it cost?